Boyfriend !!

My eyes were still closed, I can feel his tongue trying to passionately hookup with my lips and his hand is pressing my left boob, trying to find and pinch nipple which is not that that hard to find from my nightdress. And I was trying my best to hold myself against a kitchen top, trying to hide from the living room view incase someone comes in kitchen.

I can feel a movement, he tried to change the position, he moved his hand towards south, that strikes me with reality and I opened by eyes and hold his hand..

Me: “No, Anshul. This is not right”

Anshul: “ bhabhi, please kuch nai hoga “

He tried to again reach to my legs while I am holding my hands..

Me: “ No… Rakesh will come”

Anshul: “He is sleeping bhabhi, Please, Just 2 min”

He overpowered me and touched my pyjamas from front and started trying to passionately kiss me again while running his fingers down.. i was feeling very passionate and I wanted to give in, however somewhere in my mind I am still against this idea of allowing him to touch me and surrendering him for the fun.

Anshul: “Bhabhi, I love you..!”

Me: “…..”

He now tried to insert his hand in my pyjamas, but I was not ready for this.. So I pushed him away..

Me: “No, please.. I don’t  want this”

Anshul: “bhabhi, I know you liked all this so far... aap mujhe bahot aachi lagti ho, please we can enjoy”

Me: “ Tum ne pi rakhi hai, drunk ho isliye ye sab bol rahe ho”

Aisa bolke I started walking out of kitchen. Suddenly I realise I forgot my water bottle in kitchen, so I turned back and he was standing watching me, I went in and grabbed my bottle, while moving back, he again holds my hand..

Anshul: “ bhabhi, thik hai aap ki marzi, But fir aapne kiss kyon kiya aap tabhi nahi bol sakti thi”

Me: “ It was mistake”

Anshul: “ Bhabhi, Mistakes to hoti hai, but I want to make this mistake again and again”

He was watching straight in my eyes, and his smile watching me was killing me from inside, one side of me was feeling to hug him and hold him tight and other side keeps pulling me to reality and I was not ready to make any mistake to impact my marriage with rakesh.

I started walking out of kitchen, but then I found his hands from behind touching my belly and he hugged me from behind.

Anshul: “ sorry bhabhi, but I feel this way for you and I can do anything for this, and no need to tell anyone about this, it can be our secret”

Me: “ Are you mad ? Why I will do that?”

Anshul: “ I don’t know, but I have a feeling ki aapko bhi mai aacha lagta hoon”

He come more closer to me and I started feeling his dick from behind. I get out of his arms and went back to my room. I saw rakesh was sleeping on bed. I turned back to close the door and saw anshul walking out of kitchen. Our eyes caught again and he smiled back, something changed in me, and I returned the smile to him. Suddenly I realise what I have done.. all the wrong things I did in my past flashed in front of my eyes. I went to bed in my thoughts about Anshul, About Rakesh and About all my past relationships..I started thinking about how I reached here !! All about my Journey so far !!

I am from a small village called Daund near pune, studies there till class 10th, moved to mumbai for further education. My dad passed away when I was 12, so it’s been a hard journey for me and my mother to survive. I also have a elder brother Rahul, He moved to Australia at the age of 15 at my paternal aunt’s place. We have very less interactions as family as he has not shown much interests in coming back to india and being with us. So mostly it’s me and mom. My mom is also suffering from mental health issues and had a very simple life in my villege.

So in my college days, I used to be free girl having no baggage of family, was making my decisions about money, food ,work and studies.

I made new friends as I moved to college, and with friends I also explored to movies and parties. Me, Apeksha, Priyanka, Anuj, Sana, Salman, Kabeer. Our group was a little different than others in college, we used to bunk college go to movies, have lunch and dinner outside and go to parties and drinks. Initially it was like a life I never wanted to leave, but reality stuck me hard as to enjoy this lifestyle we need MONEY. Even though I had good friends, I was the poor among them, they never showed that I owe them for the fun or the life I am enjoying, but I used to also think of how they dress and how they carry themselves I would never be able to achieve the same from my salary. I initially used to work as a nanny and used to teach Maths and English to students but it was only giving me penny to survive in city like Mumbai.

Soon, I got an offer which changed my entire life. I got approached by Sahil, our senior from college. A tall, muscular guy with dark complexion, He was kind of like a guy in sports, famous among girls for the looks and behaviour. I have asked my friends to help me with any part time job opportunities. Sahil approached me to work in a club as an admin, it was a club in Bandra, in a very high profile area. Since the pays was good, I accepted the offer. Soon I started to meet him regularly as he used to come to my work place and we used to go out for movies and dinners. I started getting along more with his friend circles than mine. And that’s the first time I meet Rakesh, he is from his friend circle but from a different college, but we used to sit at same place for chit-chat, making plans. We were huge in movies and theatre, also in gamings. However Rakesh was a guy who is mostly in a friend zone, since he used to give no vibes about flirting etc. Definitely a go to guy if you need safety.

It was a valentines day and Sahil gave me flowers, gifts and proposed me in front of my friends and we officially getting called as bf-gf. So far I never had sexual interaction with him, it was just sometimes he used to take me for long ride, I used to feel him while sitting at bike and only once he showed me his package and I showed him my boobs in personal moments. 

But that day, sahil’s mood was very different, he was romantic and looking in my eyes and trying to be touchy a lot..

Sahil: “Radhika, what are you doing today? Can we go to a club and enjoy ?”

Me: “ ok, anyone else coming ?”

Sahil: “ I have some friends who may join but we can also go alone if you want?”

Me: “ its ok, I don’t mind going with friends”

When we reached club it was around 8.30 l, we dance a little and had some food and drinks, meanwhile his friends come, it was Chinmay and Ritika and Prasanna and Sonali, we had some chit chat and drinks..

Sonali : “ Guys, we are planning to go to our flat after 12, do you want to join us “

Sahil to me : “ what do you think ? You wanna go ?

Me : “ I don’t know, what you think ? What is that we will do there “

I know where it was leading, but still want to play innocent card for some time.

Sahil to me : “ whatever they will do, we will also do”

He looked at me and smiled and winked at me.

We all moved to Sonali’s place, spend some time gossiping and had some more drinks at her place. When I was standing at her kitchen Ritika and Sonali came to me..

Ritika : “Radhika, tumne bataya nahi yaar ki tum pune senho”

Me:” Haan, near to pune, aap bhi ho pune se?”

Ritika: “No, Chinmay is from pune”

Sonali: “Aacha, I have done some sleeping arrangements.. Radhika and Sahil will sleep in a guestroom aur tum Ritika and chinmay can occupy couch if you want, or I also have some extra mattress, whatever is helpful”

I was about to leave, but sonali called me..

Sonali: “ Take this”

She gave me 2 condom packets,

Me: “Aisa kuch nahi ho raha”

Sonali :” just keep it, you never know. Waise bhi sahil seems yo be in mood”

I went to the room and sahil came and stand in door. 

Me: “Kya khade ho, andar aao nahi to bahar jao”

Sahil:” are we sleeping?”

Me: “ I am sleeping”

Sahil:” kitni unromantic ho yaar tum..”

He closed the door and came inside..

He started hugging me and trying to kiss me, He hold my face by both hands and started kissing my lips. While kissing he was muttering..

Sahil:” I love you”

Me:” I love you too”

Sahil: “ aaj maine tumhe gift diya, tumne nahi diya kuch bhi mujhe..”

Me:” Girls thodi gift deti hai”

Sahil: “ fir bhi, kuch to dena chahiye na”

Me: “ I know what you want”

Sahil: “kya?”

I stand from bed and removed my T shirt and Jeans.. and said..

Me:” Yahi gift chahiye na”

Sahil approached me with fire in his eyes, he could not believe I was standing in front of him in bra and panties, and he quickly jumped to unhook the bra and started playing his hands over my panty. I told him to switch off lights as I was not comfortable in him seeing me in lights, meanwhile he also undressed, I can see he started stroking his cock in his hands, he was almost ready and excited. He removed my panties and it was one of the things I have ever done to someone. I knew he will plan something like this, so I also cleaned up my pussy.

Sahil:” Best day of my life”

Me: “mera bhi best day kar do” and I gave him the condom.

He immediately wore it, and went to bed, I was sitting near to his legs and started giving blow to his dick. He was very excited and surprised to see this side of me, he asked me.

Sahil: “ I am your first?”

Me: “ haan, kyon”

Sahil:”Tum dikhti ho utni innocent ho nahi”

Me:” haha, kyon ?”

Sahil:”Aise lag raha hai jaise You are experienced in all this”

Me: “ I stayed in hostel Mr., and Hostel girls are bad ass, we know everything because we have interacted with all types of girls from all background.”

Sahil:”Teach me what you know”

I started sucking his dick and he was relaxed on bed enjoying every moment of it, He stopped me suddenly and asked me to take his place. And he started fingering my pussy, I was sooo excited and nervous at same time, I know I am very wet down there and as he touched my vagina, I shivered and hold his hands. He smiled looking at me and I smiled back. He inserted middle finger and started stroking, He approached down and started licking it with his tongue, I approached climax almost 2-3 times by just him sucking me and fingering.

Sahil: “What you think we do now?”

me: “shut up and do it now”

Sahil: “ok dear, as your command”

Me: “But please, do it slow please”

Sahil placed his dick on my vagina and started rubbing it, I was in air when he did that, he keep on increasing speed of rubbing and keep on slowing it down, making me wants to kill him for doing that.. In a moment he inserted a tip of his dick in my vagina and I almost jumped from bed with the pain, he hold me tight and was not allowing me to control my legs, I started getting a burning sensation and was almost about to cry.

Sahil:” Are you ok”

Me:” Is it bleeding”

Sahil:” Thoda sa, Sorry, and Thank you radhika”

He quickly grabbed a spare towel and placed it under my back,

He started to pound me again, I started feeling less and less burning however I started to get the feeling of dryness, maybe due to loss of momentum or loss of excitement, but I started getting dry. I stopped him and told him that its dry..

He tried to make it wet by fingering but it was not helping. He got out of bed and start finding his phone..

Me: “ kya kar rahe ho?”

Sahil: “wait, arranging lube”

He called prasanna and asked if he have lube.. after 5 min, we got a knock on a door, Sahil approached to open door, I covered myself with bedsheet.. Prasanna gave the lube to sahil and both smiled. Prasanna quickly glanced at me in the room and smiled at me too and said Enjoy.

Sahil closed the door and came back, He applied lube on condom.

Sahil: “ Can we change position”

Me:” Like what?”

He slowly helped me get on my knees and move me towards corner of the bed. He asked me to bend from my stomach as much possible and spreading my legs.

Sahil: “ are you ok?”

Me: “haan, stretch ho raha hai, but its ok”

Sahil:” Enjoy baby”

He inserted his dick again in my vagina and it was smooth as hell, we started enjoying the moment together. At a moment he used to slowdown and suddenly stroke me with a powerful jerk, it makes me feel soo good that I started to get delusional. 

Me: “I want to see you !!”

Sahil :” kya?”

Me: “I wants to see you while you fuck me”

Sahil :” ok baby”

We switched to missionary position and he started pounding me again, this time he was very fast and not trying to give me chance to feel the excitement. I have almost received climax for 3-4 times so far, and almost senseless down there, I started loosing any sensation and only thing I remember is his voice of calling my name and the sound of friction between his dick and my vagina, it was too sloppy and kind of smelling hot !! Finally he reached to the climax and he ejaculated in condom. He stayed for some time on top of me, making it too hot !! We both were sweating and trying to catch our breath !!

After staying like that for a moment, sahil went out for drinking water and bought a water for me too !!

I drank water and just casually cuddling with him, when he started sucking my nipples and inserted his finger in my vagina. He looked me in my eyes and said

Sahil:” Round 2?”

I smiled back and get into a position quickly while he started wearing another condom.

Me:”I am wet again, no need of lube”

Sahil: “ as you say goddess”

 He inserted his dick again in my vagina and started stroking, this time I was feeling his every inch, and enjoying the rhythm. Suddenly we hear someone outside our room.

We saw a light outside the room and a knock on the door, 

Sonali : “Guys, Sorry, but can we get lube ?

I looked at sahil in disappointment, and started to cover myself. But then he just went to open the door to give the lube to Sonali without covering himself..

I was in shock, I looked towards the door, Sonali was looking at his dick, its fully erect. She looked at me and disappears from the door. Sahil closed the door.

Me: “ Pagal ho tum?”

Sahil:” kyon kya hua?”

Me: “Kuch pehen to lete”

Sahil:” par usne disturb kiya na, to usko pata chale ki whom she disturbed”

Me:” Tum pagal ho, how she will react tomorrow?”

Sahil:” Chill, we all are friends.”

After that he approached me again and started licking my nipples making me to want him again, I told him to get on me again where he started pounding me again. This time he was in different mood..

Sahil: “ Say, fuck me sahil”

Me: “ Fuck meeee”

Sahil:” No, say fuck me sahil”

He slow down..

Sahil :” Bolo fuck me sahil if you want me to fuck you”

Me : “ Fuck me sahil” I said it very loudly in Anger !!

Sahil:” say please” or I am not fucking you..

Me:” Fuck me sahil please”

He started fucking me very rough by making my legs locked by his hands, I could not move or relax, it was the best moments that I have experienced. We both were sweaty and tired as hell. Finally he reached to climax but he quickly removed his dick from my vagina and removed condom and asked me to take the load in mouth. I sucked every drop of it. He looked in my eyes, and said “Love you” to which I replied “Love you too”

We were so exhausted that we slept like a baby in bed.

In morning I got us and got ready and got out of the room.

Sonali was in kitchen and everyone else was in living room having morning tea. I approached sonali, it was very awkward for me to face her after what happened last night. She looked at me and smiled !

Sonali : “Good Morning”

Me: “Good Morning, Sorry for yesterday”

Sonali : “Sorry kyon? You are lucky”

Me:” Means?”

Sonali : “ What I saw yesterday, You are lucky to experience it”

She said holding my cheeks. I smiled and trying to hide my face, suddenly I saw Sahil went out too in living room and all Boys shouted.

“FUCK ME SAAHIL- Oyeeee hoyeeeee”

I looked at Sonali and Sonali winked at me!!